Drawing through grief

I mention grief on this blog A LOT. I’ve had many people die that were close to me over the last 10 years, and this affects me on a daily basis. Some died from cancer, or an accident, or organ failure. Some were a total surprise, and others were expected. But even when you know that their death is coming, it still hurts hard. Their absence is felt and honestly I’d do anything for one more hug from them again.

I hope to write more positive and uplifting things when I can. But my reality has me grieving often, for many, and it’s not always tears. Sometimes it comes out in frustration and rage. Sometimes it’s a happy memory.

I have mentioned my friend Andrew’s passing, in a previous blog. I've felt a need to draw a Grimlock related art for him ever since. But when I would start the art, it would feel too heavy to do.. I give myself grace and realise that I wasn't ready to draw this particular piece yet.

Fast forward time, and I've done the drawing. My mind is at a little rest. It's bothered me for awhile, not having this drawing done. So the relief is monumental.

I'm still incredibly sad he's not here on this same plane of existence as I am.

✨🍻This one's for you, Andrew. Hope you're laughing and having a merry old time with your dad and niece. Till we meet again brother!💜✨