November was tough. R.I.P Grimlock

Even when I make plans to get back to writing in my journal more, life hits me in ways I can't cope and I fall back on my word.

One of my best friends died suddenly on Nov 15th. He was my brother from another mother, we were two peas in a pod and he was such a beacon of warmth and light and laughter. I will do a proper post in his honor soon. I am in grief counselling at the moment, trying to work through all my fears and sadness.

There's no photos of him to post publicly. He never wanted his facial photo posted. He'd rather wear a scary mask or a Grimlock T-rex mask. And I'll honor that still.

He often made his game skins based on zombies or serial killers. I made him this Animal Crossing ornament based on his avatar a few years ago. I hold onto it now as a tangible memory of him. I miss him so.

Rest well my friend, I'm so sorry, you went so soon. But I know you're keeping yer da and neice in amusing and loving company.

Till we meet again 💜